Nocturno Miedo - Xavier Villaurrutia

Todo en la noche vive una duda secreta:
el silencio y el ruido, el tiempo y el lugar.
Inmóviles dormidos o despiertos sonámbulos
nada podemos contra la secreta ansiedad.
Y no basta cerrar los ojos en la sombra
ni hundirlos en el sueño para ya no mirar,
porque en la dura sombra y en la gruta del sueño
la misma luz nocturna nos vuelve a desvelar.

Entonces, con el paso de un dormido despierto,
sin rumbo y sin objeto nos echamos a andar.
La noche vierte sobre nosotros su misterio,
y algo nos dice que morir es despertar.

¿Y quien entre las sombras de una calle desierta,
en el muro, lívido espejo de soledad,
no se ha visto pasar o venir a su encuentro
y no ha sentido miedo, angustia, duda mortal?

El miedo de no ser sino un cuerpo vacío
que alguien, yo mismo o cualquier otro, puede ocupar
y la angustia de verse fuera de si viviendo
y la duda de ser o no ser realidad.

Entre perro y lobo - Olga Orozco

Me clausuran en mí.      
Me dividen en dos.
Me engendran cada día en la paciencia
y en un negro organismo que ruge como el mar.      
Me recortan después con las tijeras de la pesadilla
y caigo en este mundo con media sangre vuelta a cada lado:      
una cara labrada desde el fondo por los colmillos de la furia a solas,      
y otra que se disuelve entre la niebla de las grandes manadas.
No consigo saber quién es el amo aquí.      
Cambio bajo mi piel de perro a lobo.
Yo decreto la peste y atravieso con mis flancos en llamas      
las planicies del porvenir y del pasado;
yo me tiendo a roer los huesecitos de tantos sueños muertos entre celestes pastizales.
Mi reino está en mi sombra y va conmigo dondequiera que vaya,
o se desploma en ruinas con las puertas abiertas a la
invasión del enemigo.      
Cada noche desgarro a dentelladas todo lazo ceñido al corazón,
y cada amanecer me encuentra con mi jaula de obediencia en el lomo.      
Si devoro a mi dios uso su rostro debajo de mi máscara,
y sin embargo sólo bebo en el abrevadero de los hombres      
un aterciopelado veneno de piedad que raspa en las entrañas.
He labrado el torneo en las dos tramas de la tapicería:      
he ganado mi cetro de bestia en la intemperie,
y he otorgado también jirones de mansedumbre por trofeo.      
Pero ¿quién vence en mí?
¿Quién defiende de mi bastión solitario en el desierto, la sábana del sueño?      
¿Y quién roe mis labios, despacito y a oscuras, desde mis propios dientes?

Grandfather Says - Ai

"Sit in my hand."
I'm ten.
I can't see him,
but I hear him breathing
in the dark.
It's after dinner playtime.
We're outside,
hidden by trees and shrubbery.
He calls it hide-and-seek,
but only my little sister seeks us
as we hide
and she can't find us,
as grandfather picks me up
and rubs his hands between my legs.
I only feel a vague stirring
at the edge of my consciousness.
I don't know what it is,
but I like it.
It gives me pleasure
that I can't identify.
It's not like eating candy,
but it's just as bad,
because I had to lie to grandmother
when she asked,
"What do you do out there?"
"Where?" I answered.
Then I said, "Oh, play hide-and-seek."
She looked hard at me,
then she said, "That was the last time.
I'm stopping that game."
So it ended and I forgot.
Ten years passed, thirtyfive,
when I began to reconstruct the past.
When I asked myself
why I was attracted to men who disgusted me
I traveled back through time
to the dark and heavy breathing part of my life
I thought was gone,
but it had only sunk from view
into the quicksand of my mind.
It was pulling me down
and there I found grandfather waiting,
his hand outstretched to lift me up,
naked and wet
where he rubbed me.
"I'll do anything for you," he whispered,
"but let you go."
And I cried, "Yes," then "No."
"I don't understand how you can do this to me.
I'm only ten years old,"
and he said, "That's old enough to know."

Conversation - Ai

We smile at each other
and I lean back against the wicker couch.
How does it feel to be dead? I say.
You touch my knees with your blue fingers.
And when you open your mouth,
a ball of yellow light falls to the floor
and burns a hole through it.
Don't tell me, I say. I don't want to hear.
Did you ever, you start,
wear a certain kind of dress
and just by accident,
so inconsequential you barely notice it,
your fingers graze that dress
and you hear the sound of a knife cutting paper,
you see it too
and you realize how that image
is simply the extension of another image,
that your own life
is a chain of words
that one day will snap.
Words, you say, young girls in a circle, holding hands,
and beginning to rise heavenward
in their confirmation dresses,
like white helium balloons,
the wreathes of flowers on their heads spinning,
and above all that,
that's where I'm floating,
and that's what it's like
only ten times clearer,
ten times more horrible.
Could anyone alive survive it?

The Lamentation of the Old Pensioner - W.B. Yeats

Although I shelter from the rain
Under a broken tree
My chair was nearest to the fire
In every company
That talked of love or politics,
Ere Time transfigured me.

Though lads are making pikes again
For some conspiracy,
And crazy rascals rage their fill
At human tyranny,
My contemplations are of Time
That has transfigured me.

There's not a woman turns her face
Upon a broken tree,
And yet the beauties that I loved
Are in my memory;
I spit into the face of Time
That has transfigured me.

What My Lips Have Kissed - St. Vincent Millay

What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why,
I have forgotten, and what arms have lain
Under my head till morning; but the rain
Is full of ghosts tonight, that tap and sigh
Upon the glass and listen for reply,
And in my heart there stirs a quiet pain
For unremembered lads that not again
Will turn to me at midnight with a cry.
Thus in winter stands the lonely tree,
Nor knows what birds have vanished one by one,
Yet knows its boughs more silent than before:
I cannot say what loves have come and gone,
I only know that summer sang in me
A little while, that in me sings no more.

Love Is Not All - St. Vincent Millay

Love is not all: it is not meat nor drink
Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain;
Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink
And rise and sink and rise and sink again;
Love can not fill the thickened lung with breath,
Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone;
Yet many a man is making friends with death
Even as I speak, for lack of love alone.
It well may be that in a difficult hour,
Pinned down by pain and moaning for release,
Or nagged by want past resolution's power,
I might be driven to sell your love for peace,
Or trade the memory of this night for food.
It well may be. I do not think I would.

Acquainted With The Night - Robert Frost

I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain -- and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.

I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.

I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,

But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
O luminary clock against the sky

Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.

Once By The Pacific - Robert Frost

The shattered water made a misty din.
Great waves looked over others coming in,
And thought of doing something to the shore
That water never did to land before.
The clouds were low and hairy in the skies,
Like locks blown forward in the gleam of eyes.
You could not tell, and yet it looked as if
The shore was lucky in being backed by cliff,
The cliff in being backed by continent;
It looked as if a night of dark intent
Was coming, and not only a night, an age.
Someone had better be prepared for rage.
There would be more than ocean-water broken
Before God's last Put out the Light was spoken.

The Dead Poet - Lord Alfred Douglas

I dreamed of him last night, I saw his face
All radiant and unshadowed of distress,
And as of old, in music measureless,
I heard his golden voice and marked him trace
Under the common thing the hidden grace,
And conjure wonder out of emptiness,
Till mean things put on beauty like a dress
And all the world was an enchanted place.

And then methought outside a fast locked gate
I mourned the loss of unrecorded words,
Forgotten tales and mysteries half said,
Wonders that might have been articulate,
And voiceless thoughts like murdered singing birds.
And so I woke and knew that he was dead.

Anthem For Doomed Youth - Wilfred Owen

What passing-bells for these who die as cattle?
Only the monstrous anger of the guns.
Only the stuttering rifles' rapid rattle
Can patter out their hasty orisons.
No mockeries now for them; no prayers nor bells;
Nor any voice of mourning save the choirs, –
The shrill, demented choirs of wailing shells;
And bugles calling for them from sad shires.
What candles may be held to speed them all?
Not in the hands of boys but in their eyes
Shall shine the holy glimmers of goodbyes.
The pallor of girls' brows shall be their pall;
Their flowers the tenderness of patient minds,
And each slow dusk a drawing-down of blinds.

Hamlet Soliloquy - Shakespeare

To be, or not to be--that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles
And by opposing end them. To die, to sleep--
No more--and by a sleep to say we end
The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to. 'Tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wished. To die, to sleep--
To sleep--perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub,
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause. There's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life.
For who would bear the whips and scorns of time,
Th' oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely
The pangs of despised love, the law's delay,
The insolence of office, and the spurns
That patient merit of th' unworthy takes,
When he himself might his quietus make
With a bare bodkin? Who would fardels bear,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscovered country, from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all,
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprise of great pitch and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry
And lose the name of action. -- Soft you now,
The fair Ophelia! -- Nymph, in thy orisons
Be all my sins remembered.

Booz Endormi - Victor Hugo

Booz se había acostado, rendido de fatiga;
Todo el día había trabajado sus tierras
y luego preparado su lecho en el lugar de siempre;
Booz dormía junto a los celemines llenos de trigo.

Ese anciano poseía campos de trigo y de cebada;
Y, aunque rico, era justo;
No había lodo en el agua de su molino;
Ni infierno en el fuego de su fragua.

Su barba era plateada como arroyo de abril.
Su gavilla no era avara ni tenía odio;

Cuando veía pasar alguna pobre espigadora:
"Dejar caer a propósito espigas" -decía.

Caminaba puro ese hombre, lejos de los senderos desviados,
vestido de cándida probidad y lino blanco;
Y, siempre sus sacos de grano, como fuentes públicas, 
del lado de los pobres se derramaban.

Booz era buen amo y fiel pariente;
aunque ahorrador, era generoso;
las mujeres le miraban más que a un joven,
pues el joven es hermoso, pero el anciano es grande.

El anciano que vuelve hacia la fuente primera,
entra en los días eternos y sale de los días cambiantes;
se ve llama en los ojos de los jóvenes,
pero en el ojo del anciano se ve luz.

2
Así pues Booz en la noche, dormía entre los suyos.
Cerca de las hacinas que se hubiesen tomado por ruinas,
los segadores acostados formaban grupos oscuros:
Y esto ocurría en tiempos muy antiguos.

Las tribus de Israel tenían por jefe un juez;
la tierra donde el hombre erraba bajo la tienda, inquieto
por las huellas de los pies del gigante que veía,
estaba mojada aún y blanda del diluvio.

3
Así como dormía Jacob, como dormía Judith,
Booz con los ojos cerrados, yacía bajo la enramada;
entonces, habiéndose entreabierto la puerta del cielo
por encima de su cabeza, fue bajando un sueño.

Y ese sueño era tal que Booz vio un roble
que, salido de su vientre, iba hasta el cielo azul;
una raza trepaba como una larga cadena;
Un rey cantaba abajo, arriba moría un dios.

Y Booz murmuraba con la voz del alma:
"¿Cómo podría ser que eso viniese de mí?
la cifra de mis años ha pasado los ochenta,
y no tengo hijos y ya no tengo mujer.

Hace ya mucho que aquella con quien dormía,
¡Oh Señor! dejó mi lecho por el vuestro;
Y estamos todavía tan mezclados el uno al otro,
ella semi viva, semi muerto yo.

Nacería de mí una raza ¿cómo creerlo?
¿Cómo podría ser que tenga hijos?
Cuando de joven se tienen mañanas triunfantes,
el día sale de la noche como de una victoria;

Pero de viejo, uno tiembla como el árbol en invierno;
viudo estoy, estoy solo, sobre mí cae la noche,
e inclino ¡oh Dios mío! mi alma hacia la tumba,
como un buey sediento inclina su cabeza hacia el agua".

Así hablaba Booz en el sueño y el éxtasis,
volviendo hacia Dios sus ojos anegados por el sueño;
el cedro no siente una rosa en su base,
y él no sentía una mujer a sus pies.

4
Mientras dormía, Ruth, una Moabita,
se había recostado a los pies de Booz, con el seno desnudo,
esperando no se sabe qué rayo desconocido
cuando viniera del despertar la súbita luz.

Booz no sabía que una mujer estaba ahí,
y Ruth no sabía lo que Dios quería de ella.

Un fresco perfume salía de los ramos de asfodelas;
los vientos de la noche flotaban sobre Galgalá.
La sombra era nupcial, augusta y solemne;
allí, tal vez, oscuramente, los ángeles volaban,
a veces, se veía pasar en la noche,
algo azul semejante a un ala.

La respiración de Booz durmiendo
se mezclaba con el ruido sordo de los arroyos sobre el musgo.
Era un mes en que la naturaleza es dulce,
y hay lirios en la cima de las colinas.

Ruth soñaba y Booz dormía; la hierba era negra;
Los cencerros del ganado palpitaban vagamente;
Una inmensa bondad caía del firmamento;
Era la hora tranquila en que los leones van a beber.

Todo reposaba en Ur y en Jerimadet;
Los astros esmaltaban el cielo profundo y sombrío;
El cuarto creciente fino y claro entre esas flores de la sombra
brillaba en Occidente, y Ruth se preguntaba,

inmóvil, entreabriendo los ojos bajo sus velos,
qué dios, qué segador del eterno verano,
había dejado caer negligentemente al irse
esa hoz de oro en los campos de estrellas.

The Double Image - Anne Sexton

1.

I am thirty this November.
You are still small, in your fourth year.
We stand watching the yellow leaves go queer,
flapping in the winter rain.
falling flat and washed. And I remember
mostly the three autumns you did not live here.
They said I’d never get you back again.
I tell you what you’ll never really know:
all the medical hypothesis
that explained my brain will never be as true as these
struck leaves letting go.

I, who chose two times
to kill myself, had said your nickname
the mewling mouths when you first came;
until a fever rattled
in your throat and I moved like a pantomine
above your head. Ugly angels spoke to me. The blame,
I heard them say, was mine. They tattled
like green witches in my head, letting doom
leak like a broken faucet;
as if doom had flooded my belly and filled your bassinet,
an old debt I must assume.

Death was simpler than I’d thought.
The day life made you well and whole
I let the witches take away my guilty soul.
I pretended I was dead
until the white men pumped the poison out,
putting me armless and washed through the rigamarole
of talking boxes and the electric bed.
I laughed to see the private iron in that hotel.
Today the yellow leaves
go queer. You ask me where they go I say today believed
in itself, or else it fell.

Today, my small child, Joyce,
love your self’s self where it lives.
There is no special God to refer to; or if there is,
why did I let you grow
in another place. You did not know my voice
when I came back to call. All the superlatives
of tomorrow’s white tree and mistletoe
will not help you know the holidays you had to miss.
The time I did not love
myself, I visited your shoveled walks; you held my glove.
There was new snow after this.

2.

They sent me letters with news
of you and I made moccasins that I would never use.
When I grew well enough to tolerate
myself, I lived with my mother, the witches said.
But I didn’t leave. I had my portrait
done instead.

Part way back from Bedlam
I came to my mother’s house in Gloucester,
Massachusetts. And this is how I came
to catch at her; and this is how I lost her.
I cannot forgive your suicide, my mother said.
And she never could. She had my portrait
done instead.

I lived like an angry guest,
like a partly mended thing, an outgrown child.
I remember my mother did her best.
She took me to Boston and had my hair restyled.
Your smile is like your mother’s, the artist said.
I didn’t seem to care. I had my portrait
done instead.

There was a church where I grew up
with its white cupboards where they locked us up,
row by row, like puritans or shipmates
singing together. My father passed the plate.
Too late to be forgiven now, the witches said.
I wasn’t exactly forgiven. They had my portrait
done instead.

3.

All that summer sprinklers arched
over the seaside grass.
We talked of drought
while the salt-parched
field grew sweet again. To help time pass
I tried to mow the lawn
and in the morning I had my portrait done,
holding my smile in place, till it grew formal.
Once I mailed you a picture of a rabbit
and a postcard of Motif number one,
as if it were normal
to be a mother and be gone.

They hung my portrait in the chill
north light, matching
me to keep me well.
Only my mother grew ill.
She turned from me, as if death were catching,
as if death transferred,
as if my dying had eaten inside of her.
That August you were two, by I timed my days with doubt.
On the first of September she looked at me
and said I gave her cancer.
They carved her sweet hills out
and still I couldn’t answer.

4.

That winter she came
part way back
from her sterile suite
of doctors, the seasick
cruise of the X-ray,
the cells’ arithmetic
gone wild. Surgery incomplete,
the fat arm, the prognosis poor, I heard
them say.

During the sea blizzards
she had here
own portrait painted.
A cave of mirror
placed on the south wall;
matching smile, matching contour.
And you resembled me; unacquainted
with my face, you wore it. But you were mine
after all.

I wintered in Boston,
childless bride,
nothing sweet to spare
with witches at my side.
I missed your babyhood,
tried a second suicide,
tried the sealed hotel a second year.
On April Fool you fooled me. We laughed and this
was good.

5.

I checked out for the last time
on the first of May;
graduate of the mental cases,
with my analysts’s okay,
my complete book of rhymes,
my typewriter and my suitcases.

All that summer I learned life
back into my own
seven rooms, visited the swan boats,
the market, answered the phone,
served cocktails as a wife
should, made love among my petticoats

and August tan. And you came each
weekend. But I lie.
You seldom came. I just pretended
you, small piglet, butterfly
girl with jelly bean cheeks,
disobedient three, my splendid

stranger. And I had to learn
why I would rather
die than love, how your innocence
would hurt and how I gather
guilt like a young intern
his symptons, his certain evidence.

That October day we went
to Gloucester the red hills
reminded me of the dry red fur fox
coat I played in as a child; stock still
like a bear or a tent,
like a great cave laughing or a red fur fox.

We drove past the hatchery,
the hut that sells bait,
past Pigeon Cove, past the Yacht Club, past Squall’s
Hill, to the house that waits
still, on the top of the sea,
and two portraits hung on the opposite walls.

6.

In north light, my smile is held in place,
the shadow marks my bone.
What could I have been dreaming as I sat there,
all of me waiting in the eyes, the zone
of the smile, the young face,
the foxes’ snare.

In south light, her smile is held in place,
her cheeks wilting like a dry
orchid; my mocking mirror, my overthrown
love, my first image. She eyes me from that face
that stony head of death
I had outgrown.

The artist caught us at the turning;
we smiled in our canvas home
before we chose our foreknown separate ways.
The dry red fur fox coat was made for burning.
I rot on the wall, my own
Dorian Gray.

And this was the cave of the mirror,
that double woman who stares
at herself, as if she were petrified
in time — two ladies sitting in umber chairs.
You kissed your grandmother
and she cried.

7.

I could not get you back
except for weekends. You came
each time, clutching the picture of a rabbit
that I had sent you. For the last time I unpack
your things. We touch from habit.
The first visit you asked my name.
Now you will stay for good. I will forget
how we bumped away from each other like marionettes
on strings. It wasn’t the same
as love, letting weekends contain
us. You scrape your knee. You learn my name,
wobbling up the sidewalk, calling and crying.

You can call me mother and I remember my mother again,
somewhere in greater Boston, dying.

I remember we named you Joyce
so we could call you Joy.
You came like an awkward guest
that first time, all wrapped and moist
and strange at my heavy breast.
I needed you. I didn’t want a boy,
only a girl, a small milky mouse
of a girl, already loved, already loud in the house
of herself. We named you Joy.
I, who was never quite sure
about being a girl, needed another
life, another image to remind me.
And this was my worst guilt; you could not cure
or soothe it. I made you to find me.

Written on a Summer Evening - John Keats

The church bells toll a melancholy round,
Calling the people to some other prayers,
Some other gloominess, more dreadful cares,
More harkening to the sermon's horrid sound.
Surely the mind of man is closely bound
In some blind spell: seeing that each one tears
Himself from fireside joys and Lydian airs,
And converse high of those with glory crowned.
Still, still they toll, and I should feel a damp,
A chill as from a tomb, did I not know
That they are dying like an outburnt lamp,
That 'tis their sighing, wailing, ere they go
Into oblivion -that fresh flowers will grow,
And many glories of immortal stamp.

To Be - Gutiérrez Nájera

¡Inmenso abismo es el dolor humano!
¿Quién vió jamás su tenebroso fondo?
Aplicad el oído a la abra oscura
de los pasados tiempos... Dentro cae
lágrima eterna. A las inermes bocas
que en otra edad movió la vida nuestra
acercaos curiosos... ¡Un gemido
sale temblando de los blancos huesos!

La vida es el dolor. Y es vida oscura
pero vida también la del sepulcro.
La materia disyecta se disuelve;
el espíritu eterno, la sustancia,
no cesa de sufrir. En vano fuera
esgrimir el acero del suicida.
El suicidio es inútil. ¡Cambia el modo,
el ser indestructible continúa!
¡En ti somos, Dolor, en ti vivimos!
La suprema ambición de cuanto existe
es perderse en la nada, aniquilarse,
dormir sin sueños... Y la vida sigue
tras las heladas lindes de la tumba.

¡No hay muerte! En vano la llamáis a voces,
almas sin esperanza. Proveedora
de seres que padezcan, la implacable
a otro mundo nos lleva. No hay descanso.
Queremos reposar un solo instante
y una voz en la sombra dice: ¡Anda!
Sí: la vida es mal. Pero la vida
no concluye jamás. El dios que crea
es un esclavo de otro dios terrible
que se llama el Dolor. Y no se harta
el inmortal Saturno. Y el espacio,
el vivero de soles, lo infinito,
son la cárcel inmensa, sin salida,
de almas que sufren y morir no pueden.

¡Oh, Saturno inflexible, al fin acaba,
devora lo creado y rumia luego,
ya que inmortales somos, nuestras vidas!
¡Somos tuyos, Dolor, tuyos por siempre!
Mas perdona a los seres que no existen
sino en tu mente que estimula el hambre...
¡Perdón, oh Dios, perdón para la nada!
Sáciate ya. Que la matriz eterna,
engendradora del linaje humano,
se torne estéril... que la vida pare...
¡Y ruede el mundo cual planeta muerto
por los mares sin olas del vacío!

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night - Dylan Thomas

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rage at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Sunflower Sutra - Allen Ginsberg

I walked on the banks of the tincan banana dock and
sat down under the huge shade of a Southern
Pacific locomotive to look at the sunset over the
box house hills and cry.
Jack Kerouac sat beside me on a busted rusty iron
pole, companion, we thought the same thoughts
of the soul, bleak and blue and sad-eyed,
surrounded by the gnarled steel roots of trees of
machinery.
The oily water on the river mirrored the red sky, sun
sank on top of final Frisco peaks, no fish in that
stream, no hermit in those mounts, just ourselves
rheumy-eyed and hungover like old bums
on the riverbank, tired and wily.
Look at the Sunflower, he said, there was a dead gray
shadow against the sky, big as a man, sitting
dry on top of a pile of ancient sawdust--
--I rushed up enchanted--it was my first sunflower,
memories of Blake--my visions--Harlem
and Hells of the Eastern rivers, bridges clanking Joes
Greasy Sandwiches, dead baby carriages, black
treadless tires forgotten and unretreaded, the
poem of the riverbank, condoms & pots, steel
knives, nothing stainless, only the dank muck
and the razor-sharp artifacts passing into the
past--
and the gray Sunflower poised against the sunset,
crackly bleak and dusty with the smut and smog
and smoke of olden locomotives in its eye--
corolla of bleary spikes pushed down and broken like
a battered crown, seeds fallen out of its face,
soon-to-be-toothless mouth of sunny air, sunrays
obliterated on its hairy head like a dried
wire spiderweb,
leaves stuck out like arms out of the stem, gestures
from the sawdust root, broke pieces of plaster
fallen out of the black twigs, a dead fly in its ear,
Unholy battered old thing you were, my sunflower O
my soul, I loved you then!
The grime was no man's grime but death and human
locomotives,
all that dress of dust, that veil of darkened railroad
skin, that smog of cheek, that eyelid of black
mis'ry, that sooty hand or phallus or protuberance
of artificial worse-than-dirt--industrial--
modern--all that civilization spotting your
crazy golden crown--
and those blear thoughts of death and dusty loveless
eyes and ends and withered roots below, in the
home-pile of sand and sawdust, rubber dollar
bills, skin of machinery, the guts and innards
of the weeping coughing car, the empty lonely
tincans with their rusty tongues alack, what
more could I name, the smoked ashes of some
cock cigar, the cunts of wheelbarrows and the
milky breasts of cars, wornout asses out of chairs
& sphincters of dynamos--all these
entangled in your mummied roots--and you there
standing before me in the sunset, all your glory
in your form!
A perfect beauty of a sunflower! a perfect excellent
lovely sunflower existence! a sweet natural eye
to the new hip moon, woke up alive and excited
grasping in the sunset shadow sunrise golden
monthly breeze!
How many flies buzzed round you innocent of your
grime, while you cursed the heavens of the
railroad and your flower soul?
Poor dead flower? when did you forget you were a
flower? when did you look at your skin and
decide you were an impotent dirty old locomotive?
the ghost of a locomotive? the specter and
shade of a once powerful mad American locomotive?
You were never no locomotive, Sunflower, you were a
sunflower!
And you Locomotive, you are a locomotive, forget me
not!
So I grabbed up the skeleton thick sunflower and stuck
it at my side like a scepter,
and deliver my sermon to my soul, and Jack's soul
too, and anyone who'll listen,
--We're not our skin of grime, we're not our dread
bleak dusty imageless locomotive, we're all
beautiful golden sunflowers inside, we're blessed
by our own seed & golden hairy naked
accomplishment-bodies growing into mad black
formal sunflowers in the sunset, spied on by our
eyes under the shadow of the mad locomotive
riverbank sunset Frisco hilly tincan evening
sitdown vision.

El viejo monje me dice desde el umbral - Lucian Blaga

Joven, tú que vas por la hierba de mi convento,
¿queda mucho aún para que se pongo el sol?
Quiero entregar mi alma
junto con las serpientes aplastadas en las madrugadas
por los palos de los pastores.
¿No me contorsioné yo también como ellas
en el polvo?
¿No me retorcí yo también como ellas bajo el sol?
Mi vida ha sido todo lo que quieras,
alguna vez fiera,
otra vez flor,
otra vez campana que riñe con el cielo.

Hoy me callo y el hueco de la tumba
suena en mis oídos como una campana de arcilla.
Espero en el umbral la frescura del fin.
¿Queda mucho aún? Ven, joven,
toma tierra en las manos
y pónmela encima como agua y vino.
Bautízame con tierra.

La sombra del mundo pasa sobre mi alma.

Celos y muerte de Booz - Gilberto Owen

Y sólo sé que no soy yo,
el durmiente que sueña un cedro Huguiano, lo que sueñas,
y pues que he nacido de muerte natural, desesperado,
paso ya, frenesí tardío, tardía voz sin ton ni son.

Me miro con tus ojos y me veo alejarme,
y separar las aguas del Mar Rojo de nuestros cuerpos mal fundidos
para la huida infame,
y sufro que me tiñe de azules la distancia,
y quisiera gritarme desde tu boca: "No te vayas."

Destrencemos los dedos y sus promesas no cumplidas.
Te cambio por tu sombra y te dejo como sin pies sin ella
y no podrás correr al amor de tu edad que he suplantado.
Te cambio por tu sueño para irme a dormir con el cadáver leal de tu alegría.
Te cedo mi lámpara vieja por la tuya de luz de plata virgen
para desear frustradas canciones inaudibles.

Ya me hundo a buscarme en un te amé que quiso ser te amo,
donde se desenrolla un caracol atónito al descubrir el fondo salobre de sus ecos,
y los confesonarios desenredan mis arrepentimientos mentirosos.
Ya me voy con mi muerte de música a otra parte.
Ya no me vivo en ti. Mi noche es alta y mía.

Aunt Jennifer's Tigers - Adrienne Rich

Aunt Jennifer's tigers prance across a screen,
Bright topaz denizens of a world of green.
They do not fear the men beneath the tree;
They pace in sleek chivalric certainty.

Aunt Jennifer's finger fluttering through her wool
Find even the ivory needle hard to pull.
The massive weight of Uncle's wedding band
Sits heavily upon Aunt Jennifer's hand.

When Aunt is dead, her terrified hands will lie
Still ringed with ordeals she was mastered by.
The tigers in the panel that she made
Will go on prancing, proud and unafraid.

El poeta a su amada - César Vallejo

Amada, en esta noche tú te has crucificado
sobre los dos maderos curvados de mi beso;
y tu pena me ha dicho que Jesús ha llorado,
y que hay un viernes santo más dulce que ese beso.

En esta noche clara que tanto me has mirado,
la Muerte ha estado alegre y ha cantado en su hueso.
En esta noche de setiembre se ha oficiado
mi segunda caída y el más humano beso.

Amada, moriremos los dos juntos, muy juntos;
se irá secando a pausas nuestra excelsa amargura;
y habrán tocado a sombra nuestros labios difuntos.

Y ya no habrá reproches en tus ojos benditos;
ni volveré a ofenderte. Y en una sepultura
los dos nos dormiremos, como dos hermanitos

Skin - Philip Larkin

Obedient daily dress,
You cannot always keep
That unfakable young surface.
You must learn your lines -
Anger, amusement, sleep;
Those few forbidding signs

Of the continuous coarse
Sand-laden wind, time;
You must thicken, work loose
Into an old bag
Carrying a soiled name.
Parch then; be roughened; sag;

And pardon me, that
I Could find, when you were new,
No brash festivity
To wear you at, such as
Clothes are entitled to
Till the fashion changes.

My Last Duchess - Robert Browning

That’s my last Duchess painted on the wall,
Looking as if she were alive. I call
That piece a wonder, now: Fra Pandolf’s hands
Worked busily a day, and there she stands.
Will’t please you sit and look at her? I said
“Fra Pandolf” by design, for never read
Strangers like you that pictured countenance,
The depth and passion of its earnest glance,
But to myself they turned (since none puts by
The curtain I have drawn for you, but I)
And seemed as they would ask me, if they durst,
How such a glance came there; so, not the first
Are you to turn and ask thus. Sir, ’twas not
Her husband’s presence only, called that spot
Of joy into the Duchess’ cheek: perhaps
Fra Pandolf chanced to say “Her mantle laps
Over my lady’s wrist too much,” or “Paint
Must never hope to reproduce the faint
Half-flush that dies along her throat”: such stuff
Was courtesy, she thought, and cause enough
For calling up that spot of joy. She had
A heart—how shall I say?—too soon made glad,
Too easily impressed; she liked whate’er
She looked on, and her looks went everywhere.
Sir, ’twas all one! My favour at her breast,
The dropping of the daylight in the West,
The bough of cherries some officious fool
Broke in the orchard for her, the white mule
She rode with round the terrace—all and each
Would draw from her alike the approving speech,
Or blush, at least. She thanked men,—good! but thanked
Somehow—I know not how—as if she ranked
My gift of a nine-hundred-years-old name
With anybody’s gift. Who’d stoop to blame
This sort of trifling? Even had you skill
In speech—(which I have not)—to make your will
Quite clear to such an one, and say, “Just this
Or that in you disgusts me; here you miss,
Or there exceed the mark”—and if she let
Herself be lessoned so, nor plainly set
Her wits to yours, forsooth, and made excuse,
—E’en then would be some stooping; and I choose
Never to stoop. Oh sir, she smiled, no doubt,
Whene’er I passed her; but who passed without
Much the same smile? This grew; I gave commands;
Then all smiles stopped together. There she stands
As if alive. Will’t please you rise? We’ll meet
The company below, then. I repeat,
The Count your master’s known munificence
Is ample warrant that no just pretence
Of mine for dowry will be disallowed;
Though his fair daughter’s self, as I avowed
At starting, is my object. Nay, we’ll go
Together down, sir. Notice Neptune, though,
Taming a sea-horse, thought a rarity,
Which Claus of Innsbruck cast in bronze for me!

Ah, que tú escapes - José Lezama Lima

Ah, que tú escapes en el instante
en el que ya habías alcanzado tu definición mejor.
Ah, mi amiga, que tú no quieras creer
las preguntas de esa estrella recién cortada,
que va mojando sus puntas en otra estrella enemiga.
Ah, si pudiera ser cierto que a la hora del baño,
cuando en una misma agua discursiva
se bañan el inmóvil paisaje y los animales más finos:
antílopes, serpientes de pasos breves, de pasos vaporados,
parecen entre sueños, sin ansias levantar
los más extensos cabellos y el agua más recordada.
Ah, mi amiga, sin el puro mármol de los adioses
hubieras dejado la estatua que nos podía acompañar,
pues el viento, el viento gracioso,
se extiende como un gato para dejarse definir.

Safo de Lesbos

De veras quisiera estar muerta.
Al dejarme, vertiste muchas lágrimas,
y decías: ‘¡Ay, qué pena tan grande, Safo,
créeme, dejarte me pesa’.
Y yo te contesté: ‘¡Ve en paz y recuérdame!’.
Pues sabes el ansia con que te he amado.
Y cuánto gozamos. A mi lado,
muchas coronas de violetas y rosas
te ceñiste al cuerpo, y alrededor
de tu cuello suave, muchas guirnaldas
entretejidas que hicimos con flores.
Y con un perfume precioso y propio
de una reina, frotabas tu cuerpo.
Y en blandas camas pudiste saciar tu deseo.

Francesca - Ezra Pound

You came in out of the night
And there were flowers in your hand,
Now you will come out of a confusion of people,
Out of a turmoil of speech about you.

I who have seen you amid the primal things
Was angry when they spoke your name
IN ordinary places.
I would that the cool waves might flow over my mind,
And that the world should dry as a dead leaf,
Or as a dandelion see-pod and be swept away,
So that I might find you again,
Alone.

Requiem - Robert Louis Stevenson

Under the wide and starry sky,
Dig the grave and let me lie.
Glad did I live and gladly die,
And I laid me down with a will.

This be the verse you grave for me:
Here he lies where he longed to be;
Home is the sailor, home from the sea,
And the hunter home from the hill.

This Be The Verse - Philip Larkin

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.

They may not mean to, but they do.

They fill you with the faults they had

 And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn

By fools in old-style hats and coats,

Who half the time were soppy-stern

 And half at one another's throats.

Man hands on misery to man.

It deepens like a coastal shelf.

Get out as early as you can,

And don't have any kids yourself.

This is just to say - William Carlos Williams

I have eaten
the plums
that were in
the icebox

and which
you were probably
saving
for breakfast

Forgive me
they were delicious
so sweet
and so cold